Getting over you

Guess what? I have already moved on. My infatuation for you has finally ended, I can feel it. I knew naman from the very start that my feelings for you wont get me nor us anywhere.. Yet I still hold on to it. I just have to, or else I’ll lose all reason for continuing my studies. That was how important you are to me back then. You were my inspiration. But now I’m ready to let go. This time, holding on to you much longer will only break me apart. Too much pain has already been injected. I’d die if this continues.

Being with you is just impossible, but remember that I will always care for you no matter what.

Tapos na rin ang weekend duties ko, sa wakas

Yey! No more duty every Saturday and Sunday starting tomorrow! Last day ko na sa Antipolo Medical Hospital for my special duty in NCM 103. Nine weeks ako dun tuwing Saturday at Sunday together with four of my co-irregular batch mates. It wasn’t easy tho since I have regular duties too every Monday to Wednesday then regular classes pa every Thursday and Friday, so bale every day akong may pasok. WTF. Nakakapagod, yes. Pero I really enjoyed those days na kasama ko silang apat. Sayang lang at ngayon ang last day na magkakasama kami.

For our celebration, iinom kami Saturday next week since di ako pwede bukas. And lagot ako for sure. I don’t drink and my parents don’t like me drinking kasi. I just hope hindi ako halatang uminom pag-uwi ko. Haha.

Bakit kaya?

I wonder why most Filipino people reject compliments. I mean, when a person told someone that he or she’s good looking, they always tend to disapprove to it. They tend to say “Oh no, Im not really pretty. I’m ugly actually.” or something like “Don’t say that, you’re more beautiful than I am.” yada yada. I personally think that was impolite.

We can say naman “Thank you. Sana ikaw din.” LOLJK

Okay, I was just kidding back there. But why not try saying thank you instead? Accept the compliment and if you’d like, you can give them back a compliment too. That would be better if you’ll ask me. And don’t tell you’re just being humble. Why? You’ll just have to say thank you, is it already far from being humble?

Sayang kasi yung effort nung nagbigay ng compliment eh, tapos irereject nyo lang. Gets?

Noynoy's inauguration tomorrow

Yes! That means no classes! Now I’ll have ample time to review five chapters for our long quiz in Psychiatric Nursing this Thursday. :)

And speaking of our new president’s inauguration, I remember there were rumors at school before that we are required to attend this inauguration since we are FEU-NRMF students. What’s the connect? Well, you know Josephine Cojuangco-Reyes? She’s the chair of the board of our school and the elder sister of the former president Cory Aquino (Noynoy’s mother), so we are connected to Noynoy somehow. I also hear she’s giving five million pesos? I dunno where I heard it. /facepalm

I was relieved that it was just a rumor tho, cause I’m not interested to go actually.

Toxic schedule

In a state of financial crisis again

Okay, so this coming school year will be my last year in college (YES!). I can’t wait to graduate and take a long break from all those studying, hospital duties, and whatsoever.. Well, actually not. I’m sure I’ll be busy engaging in review sessions for my own preparations in the board exam. I know it’ll be a very hard time, but I believe I can make it. :)

Anyway, first semester is yet to come and I am already having problems in regards to my tuition fee. I’m still an irregular student and I have additional subjects for this coming semester, and additional subjects means an increase in my tuition. I still don’t know how much is my tuition but I am thinking it would reach 70k. Too much, you think? What can we expect? It’s FEU, the Fastest Earning University. Hehehe.

Clearance signing

Di ko alam kung uso din ito sa ibang universities, pero grabe, pati sa pagkuha ng clearance nakaka-toxic din.

Kelangang may dala kang medyo malaki-laking pera (at nakahanda ang mga receipts) para kung sakaling may mga kailangan pang bayaran or whatever, eh ready ka at hindi mangarag. At tsaka wag kalimutan ang baon, sa init ng panahon ngayon ay hindi maiiwasang hindi ka mapabili ng coke o kahit anong pantawid-uhaw, or baka naman pagkain kung likas na sayo ang pagiging patay-gutom.

Tapos maliban sa pera, kelangan ding magbaon ng maraming tiyaga at pasensya. Lam mo na, kelangan nating maging boy scouts at girl scouts, baka may mangyaring di maganda eh. Yung iba pa naman prone sa pagiging bv.

Isa pang mahirap sa mga ganitong araw ay yung manghahagilap pa sa mga nawawalang professors at ibang mga taga-admin. Dalawa lang naman kasi ang ibig sabihin nun. It’s either super busy sila talaga or sadyang nagtatago lamang. Pero isa lang ang masasabi ko dyan, hindi na nila kelangang magtago pa dahil hindi naman tayo mga pamangkin nila. Gets? Ok. Nvm.

Pero syempre ang masaya tuwing clearance signing ay yung makita ang mga classmates, kaibigan, at mga kabarkada. Yung sabay-sabay kayo sa lahat ng bagay tapos maraming laughtrip, kakain ng sabay-sabay, then mauuwi ang lahat sa tambay o gimik. After all yun naman talaga ang pakay mo diba? :)